Since I was a little child, boredom has been
one of my biggest enemies. I remember myself
saying: “mum, I am bored” (well, she managed so well to play with me even though
most of the times she was too tired to do it). The
point is that I get bored so easily. Routine and inactivity make me feel
anxious and sad because I feel as if I am wasting time.
I get obsessed over plenty of things (books, TV
shows, movies), but I can completely hate them ten minutes later because it
makes me feel bored. Actually, I read a book per day because if I don’t read
them fast, I would probably get bored.
Even though it is a little bit stressful, it is
fascinating as the same time. I have to find new things to focus on (for
example, I am currently learning how to play ukulele). But, as I was saying, it
is stressful because I find myself doing nothing most of the time and that drives
me crazy.
I want to do plenty of things but I end up
doing nothing and I get mad. Writing this is a way to understand how I feel;
and truth is I get annoyed because I could be doing tons of things, but instead
of that, I waste my time. I know I am a little bit dramatic (I’ve always been)
but boredom is the thing that most of the times makes me take a step and try
new and inspirational things.
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