If you’ve been reading my blog for a few months, you may know that I didn’t know what to study on University. To be honest, I didn’t want to study anything (I don’t even know if I wont to do it now). That decision made me feel a big amount of anxiety “how am I going to decide what to dedicate my live for if I don’t even know what I’m going to wear tomorrow?”
When I was a child I knew that I was going to
be a fashion designer. There wasn’t any other option for me; that was what I
wanted to dedicate my life to. And to be honest I still wanting to do it now; I
just think that it is a difficult world to get into. In addition, it is more
difficult in Spain because studying design is so expensive.
After that, I decided that I wanted to study
Economy. I could see myself in meetings with important people, surrounded by
numbers and numbers and spending the whole day in an office. I think I was
blind by the idea that those people working in banks and big companies are so
powerful and important. Thankfully, that idea changed last year.
A year ago I realized that I couldn’t spend
24/7 in an office because the creative part of me will make me feel desperate
in less than the blink of an eye. That’s why I went back to fashion world;
because I knew that, even if it was not the moment for me to be a designer, I
wanted to work in something related to that. After a lot of research (and
crying), I realized that public relations could give me that. I can be
surrounded by all the things fashion world can offered me studying this.
I don’t know what I will be doing in ten years
from now: maybe I will be working for channel (fingers crossed); or maybe I
will be doing something completely different. The only thing I know is that
since I can remember I’ve wanted to be surrounded by fashion and thankfully,
right now I am studying for it. Who knows… maybe I am able to be a fashion
designer after all. I am sure that it would make me truly happy.
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